hey today is a day alone
……most my friends are at Spree!
I’m the only one of the team here, so pretty much the only one in Exmouth…. I think I might go insane. I do when I’m left to my own devices. Yesterday was good tho. I vacuumed my room (even behind the bed!) which I think might be the first or second time I’ve cleaned the room since I moved in. Then I changed my bed, and then I sewed up holes in shirts… yesterday I did house work! So today is free to do……what?… I have a list of stuff to do – it’s a permanent list. But I don’t really have the drive to do it.
I need God.
Sorry for this rather incoherent blog this is just the way my mind thinks, a bit all over the place.
So anyway, I wana tell y bout the random ness that came upon me late last night, just before I was to sleep I might add!! I got a call from a withheld no. and the man asked who this was, so of course I didn’t say, and inquired as to who he was and how he had my no., which to all Q’s I realised I was being given fabrications! But what was interesting bout this unknown late night caller, was he knew my name, and seemed to know I go to church (or that could have been part of his random story telling…) who knows??!! God does! I’ll give it to him and trust him with it. I assumed the call was helped along by friends at camp, and guessed I was the evening entertainment, but then the man (who called himself matt) began to swear a lot, and made a sex reference and I suddenly realised he certainly wasn’t who I’d thought, not a Christian youth worker! So there the call ended and I went to sleep with this insanity on my mind. Strange unexpected funny but then freaky. I’m left with a feeling of uncertainty, a little fear, curiosity, and disturbance. Wack!
So that was yesterday. Well, I did also spend hour & ½ in college looking at the a level art. It was great; I’d have stayed longer too, but was givin lifts to spree lot. I really loved some of the work. I was so inspired to do something. Very few bits I wanted to own, mostly I wanted to do stuff myself and then have that. I’d buy Laura’s 3 exe paintings, because they’d mean something to me and I really liked them, don’t think she’d sell them tho, not for wat I can afford. I loved some of the stuff in Dan’s sketchbook, I even offered to buy it. And I loved Phil’s waves, maybe more so cos I saw them bein made. And some of they things in his sketchbook I loved too, esp the tractor right at the start. I do enjoy art! Lord help me to do some more.
Anyway sianara and all that jazz
SA
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