waayyy

.sometimes i'm far away, sometimes i'm right here, sometimes i don't know what way to go, sometimes i'm certain of where i've been and where i'm going. we're all on our way somewhere.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

to be read 4th - 10th february....?

Laura - Sasscatoon
feeling: confusion, agitated, fear
health - heal heart
peace protection hope ...
really confused
need to know i'm really loved and safe with you

started an hour, to an hour and twenty minutes ago. ended with this prayer 10 minutes ago (10 to midnight BC time). realisation came just after saw 3 (could have been 4, as couldn't find Jenny) of lifeteamers praying, I assume, for the urban plunge sasscatoon adventure.

LORD please do with this as YOU WILL, I trust it to you!

Thank you for restoring my peace Jesus.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

long

In my holidays...

I went snow boarding with Tim on Mount Seymour, which was incredible! Harder in such different ways than I expected! So much fun was had! I wana go again!! It was amazing how I became more confident, most the fear subsided, I enjoyed it so much, and I was noticably better...when I sang 'I wana see Jesus lifted high' out-loud!! Singing that song caused me to trust Jesus more, I ment the words I sang, and Jesus was so kind to me that he took my fear, and gave me joy!!! How great God is!!

For New Year's I went to a Burnaby Express Hockey game, which was soooooooo much fun!! The group I went with from Parkcrest Bible Chapel were previously given free season tickets to these games by the Express team, because they cheer so much! Yep I had huge bunches of fun!!

I went with Alisa and her friends in a white stretch limo all the way to a bar in downtown Vancouver! I was staying at the Browns house with the expectation I was told of not very much happening, they had nothing planned to entertain me. Absolutely fine. Alisa then gets a call at 5:30 from friend saying she has to fill the limo can she come, 2 hours later we're stepping into a long white chauffeur driven car!!!

I had my picture taken outside, AND in the booth, of the Clova cinema... Which is the Talon in Smallville!! Oh yeah!...I'm a tourist!!!!

I watched Pride and Prejudice at teh Clova with all the Brown's. It is now my favourite movie!!!!!! It showed many ideals I'm living for right now, and it excited my heart, and God showed me his massive love of me as a daughter through it!!!
Elizabeth is and will continue to wait to marry someone she absolutely loves, or she will not marry at all! Mr Darcy truly loves her, seeks her love, shows real love to those close to him, is kind, generous, gentle and strong! There is gorgeous English countryside everywhere!! Her father says he would never been able to part with her for anyone less than deserving! That reminded me God totally has the BEST plan for me, and He loves me SO much He will never let his precious daughter be trusted into someones hands who is anything less than deserving! Oh how i'm covered, no need to ever fret or ponder, I'm totally taken care of!! and there's more...

I'm gonna try to drink near 8 glasses of water a day... kinda a new year's resolution... to be healthier and with more energy!

Also I'm not each chocolate for January, unless it's given to me as a gift! To see if this incresses my energy, improves my complection, have more balanced temprement, and generally means I eat more fruits and veggies, which I was not really eating at all!! so should improve my health... I'm waiting to see!

Kryssi and I went to Cheers, we enjoyed their fish and chips (oh yeah that's right!! It tastes good!!) and kokanane, and the lovely, higher-class than english, pub ambience! Then again on Boxing Day night arriving 1/2 hour before closing, and enjoyed scrumtious sambuca!! I so love the TASTE of some booze... One day if I get chemical I'm going to invent drinks that have no effects but taste just as lovely!!!!
Many laughs together!!!!

God showed how incredible He is and deep His love for me is, and how my creator really is my husband (Isaiah 54)!!!! My mum sent me Christmas gifts from England, she had no idea what I wanted ...I'm really bad at calling her, so she doesn't know what I've been missing of wanting... But the 1st present I unwrap for me is a miniture bottle of perfume, Romance non the less!!!! If only you knew how much that hit me!!! I go to malls all the time and ask for those free samples, they are tiny, (I have no money!), and cos I previously worked at perfumry in Boots I love perfumes; body sprays just don't cut it! This was PERFECT for me right then!!!! God is awesomely incredible! Always!

Good night, sweet dreams......

Monday, January 09, 2006

short

boardin, express, limo, clova, pri&pre, lots water, no ungiftgiven choco, cheers, Jesus loves me