Say Hi, "Hi"

So yeah i've been wanting to fly away live in a tent at a campsite be a waitress and smoke blunts all day. what's up with that eh?

Haven't done it. and kinda sure i'm not gona beacuse I know everything here is GOOD, I like it all, and I know it's God showing me that, but I feel so much so BAD inside.

God put me right with him on Weds night. and over last week has been showing me so much in my world and in me like so much i didn't fully realise, stuff I need to deal with, why I do some things, and what it is that i really want. But still I find myself right now looking at the Amsterdam tourist website wishing I could be somewhere else

What is this? !

...driving in the sun from Milan to Marseille, and yet when I think about it realistically I wouldn't even like it, it'll be boring and lonely and lacking, not being capable to speak to anyone

When what I really want is to go back in time to being 16 to live in a home with a dad who would hold me and let me cry brothers who would protect me and make me smile...sisters I would listen to and they'd listen to me mum who would challenge and encourage me

lost in translation